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10 July 2015 @ 11:18 am


BEAST - This Is My Life Lyrics [JP/ROM/EN]

[DJ]
焦る気持ちが止まらない
Aseru kimochi ga tomaranai
These restless emotions won’t stop
思い描いた 理想とのコントラスト
Omoi egaita risoutono contrast
A contrast between my envisioned ideals
探しているのは 自分だけのスタイル
Sagashite iru no wa jibun dake no sutairu
I'm searching for my own style
Anybody Everybody
Believe in your heart
[DW]
All the journey through life
物足りない 歩き続けるのさ
Monotarinai arukitsuzukeru no sa
Keep on walking on relentlessly
まだ見ぬ日々に思い乗せて
Mada minu hibini omoinosete
I've yet to see the thoughts (I've) put in daily
瞬間を選ぶ my heart
Ashita wo erabu my heart
My heart chooses tomorrow
[YS] This is my life
[GK]
さあ 宛のない旅路へ行こう
Saa ate no nai tabiji e ikou
Well, let’s go on a journey with no destination
[YS] I see the light
[GK]
雨上がり虹の向こう
Ame agari niji no mukou
After the rain, there’s a rainbow on the other side
[YS] Cause my heart
[GK]
まだ知らない扉をknock
Mada shiranai tobira wo knock
Knock(s) on a still unknown door
[YS] This is my life
[GK]
見上げた夜空はまさにロマンティック
Miageta yozora wa masa ni romantikku
I looked up at the night sky (and it’s) certainly romantic
世界はパノラマ感じるまま
Sekai wa panorama kanjirumama Live your dream
Live your dream by experiencing the world’s panorama
[YS]
探しに行こうよ 自分だけのSTAR
Sagashi no yukouyo jibun dake no star
Let’s go look for our own star
This is my life
[HS]
世間知らずがまた振るダイス
Sekenshirazu ga mata furu daisu
Someone ignorant of the world throws the dice again
言いたい奴らには言わせておけばいい
Iitai yatsura ni wa iwa sete okeba ii
Those guys can say what they want to say
確かなことなどそう1つもない
Tashikana koto nado sou hitotsu mo nai
There is not one thing that I’m sure of
Anybody Everybody
Just seize the moment Baby
[DW]
思うようにならないのは
Omou youni naranai no wa
Things may not go as planned
知ってるつもりでも
Shitteru tsumori de mo
Even knowing this, (we should) go on
決めるのは自分 これだけはtruth
Kimeru no wa jibun kore dake wa truth
I’ve made up my mind, this is the truth
瞬間を選ぶ my heart
Ashita wo erabu my heart
My heart chooses tomorrow
[YS] This is my life
[GK]
さあ 宛のない旅路へ行こう
Saa ate no nai tabiji e ikou
Well, let’s go on a journey with no destination
[YS] I see the light
[GK]
雨上がり虹の向こう
Ame agari niji no mukou
After the rain, there’s a rainbow on the other side
[YS] Cause my heart
[GK] まだ知らない扉をknock
Mada shiranai tobira wo knock
Knock(s) on a still unknown door
[YS] This is my life
[GK]
瞳が映した世界はロマンティック
Hitomi ga utsushita sekai wa romantikku
The romantic world is reflects in my eyes
ドレスコードもない
Doresu ko-do mo nai
There’s no dress code
感じるままLive your dream
Kanjiru mama Live your dream
Live your dream by experiencing it
[YS]
探しに行こうよ キミを乗せて
Sagashi ni yukouyo kimi wo nosete
Let’s go look for your ride
This is my life
[JH]
未完成物語を自由な身になりGo
Mikansei monogatari wo jiyuuna mi ni nari Go
Go and freely (complete) your unfinished story
あるがままのDiscovery
Aru ga mama no Discovery
There is a discovery that still remains
Nobody knows Ah
まだ目にしてないから
Mada me ni shitenai kara
(Things) my eyes have not known
一から好きなColorで
Iji kara suki na color de
One of my favorite color
Paint the town red
無限大の地図にPlace a dot
Mugendai no chizu ni Place a dot
Place a dot on the infinite map
点と点つなぐ線 be the spot
Ten to ten tsunagu sen be the spot
The line connecting from point to point (will) be the spot
感じたままの世界を表現
Kanjita mama no sekai wo hyougen
Experience the representation of the world
だからDon't Refrain Just go Ur way
Dakara Don't Refrain Just go Ur way
So don’t refrain just go your way
[DW]
All the journey through life
物足りない 歩き続けるのさ
Monotarinai arukitsuzukeru no sa
Keep on walking on relentlessly
まだ見ぬ日々に思い乗せて
Mada minu hibini omoinosete
I've yet to see the thoughts (I've) put in daily
瞬間を選ぶ my heart
Ashita wo erabu my heart
My heart chooses tomorrow
[YS] This is my life
[GK]
さあ 宛のない旅路へ行こう
Saa ate no nai tabiji e ikou
Well, let’s go on a journey with no destination
[YS] I see the light
[GK]
雨上がり虹の向こう
Ame agari niji no mukou
After the rain, there’s a rainbow on the other side
[YS] Cause my heart
[GK] まだ知らない扉をknock
Mada shiranai tobira wo knock
Knock(s) on a still unknown door
[YS] This is my life
[GK]
見上げた夜空はまさにロマンティック
Miageta yozora wa masa ni romantikku
I looked up at the night sky (and it’s) certainly romantic
世界はパノラマ感じるまま
Sekai wa panorama kanjirumama Live your dream
Live your dream by experiencing the world’s panorama
[YS]
探しに行こうよ 自分だけのSTAR
Sagashi no yukouyo jibun dake no star
Let’s go look for our own star
This is my life
 
 
Feeling: geekygeeky
Enjoying the musical stylings of: Kimi wa shiranai - Son Dongwoon
 
 
Paroxetin Princes are my only medication




東雲 DONG WOON from BEAST- KIMISHIKA [JP/ROM/EN]
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Feeling: accomplishedaccomplished
Enjoying the musical stylings of: Amasugiru YOU
 
 
Paroxetin Princes are my only medication
I don't think I could ever convey how grateful I am towards Jee for helping us with getting tickets for this concert. If I had all the money in the world, I'd give her the universe. Seriously! Anywho... I can now safely cross off "Attending a TVXQ concert in Seoul" from my fangirl wish list coz it freaking happened! It feels like my brain has yet to process that fact.


Wish I could've gotten one of those cute fans that the fansites were giving out but really that's just the greed in me talking. I mentioned before that Bigeasts were wonderfully friendly and nice people but today, they just went above and beyond angels. The moment we stepped into the Olympic Park area, two BEs came up to us and immediately handed out a Yunho photocard and...AND...a WITH tour bracelet. Like "Here, it's a gift from us *shoves it into our hands*" We were delighted to say the least haha. Even at the end of the concert, while I was walking out of the hall, another BE came up to me and asked where I was from. She then passes me ANOTHER WITH tour bracelet and gives one to my friend. "A gift~" she says. All I could say was "Awwww thank you so much." Coz really what more could you say?

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Feeling: accomplishedaccomplished
Enjoying the musical stylings of: Hiyaya by TVXQ
 
 
Paroxetin Princes are my only medication
11 March 2015 @ 10:38 pm
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This has probably been one of THE best experiences I've had with BEAST! I don't think I've ever been this close to them that I feel like crying every time I think about it.


The fanmeeting was so so short but it was still meaningful and fun. And even though my friend and I felt like the boys weren't in their best conditions, they still gave 100% as best they could.


And ya know, despite what y'all say, I don't think I have much luck when it comes to grabbing these guys attention. You either need to have a big-ass attention-grabbing sign or a really loud voice. Which I normally have neither.


The fanmeeting itself was...okay..? The audio was too loud so the boys kinda got drowned out when performing whereas the fans were so excited that they kept screaming the whole time. This meant BEAST could barely hear anything especially during ments and Q&As. Hyunseung kept saying that he couldn't hear the questions because the screams were too loud... Add to that the language barrier and we've got a frustrated bunch of guys. I could see Doojoon and Gikwang frowning and mouthing "뭐라고? 아 몰라..." which was like "What's he saying? I seriously don't know..." Even we were frustrated by the language barrier so I can imagine how the boys felt. It was like they were pushed around all over the place, not knowing what's going on. Maybe that's why they seemed a little out of it that day.


And I didn't really like the fact that while we had proper numbered seats but fans would rush out and push people when the boys came to the extended stage. I wish the organizer had just made the whole thing free standing instead of seated then it wouldn't have been so dangerous with the pushing and shoving and climbing over chairs and stuff.


Also because the timing was so short, everything felt so rushed. The Q&A couldn't go 2 full rounds. They did all of BEAST then one extra from Yoseob. But Yoseob's answer about what he thinks of Doojoon was the best. He said that "Doojoon is a very good leader who helps everyone. He's very kind." 요섭아 누나 진짜 울고싶어 지금! At the end of the show, Hyunseung and Dongwoon almost got cut from giving their last greeting. Thankfully Dongwoon stepped up and requested to give their final greetings which I felt was so awesome of him. Dongwoon's confidence is incredible. And it's something I should definitely learn from.


Speaking of Dongwoon, I don't think I can even begin to describe how much affection I have for him. He puts so much effort in to everything. He tweets to B2utys to wait for BEAST. He takes time to learn each countries' phrases. He hands out water to his hyungs when there's a break. He cracks lame jokes and he does weird stunts. He does adlibs wherever he can and sometimes it fails and his voice cracks but even that makes me smile. He rarely shows he's tired or weak even when he's sick. He tries so hard to make people happy. He's a try-hard and that's what makes him so great in my eyes. You may not know me Son Dongwoon but to me you are a wonderful person. And I am so very proud to be your fan.


Now on to Doojoon. I think my Shikshanim was feeling a little tired that day. Well, he looked tired to be honest. When I last saw him up close in Seongnam last year, his eyes were so bright and happy. This time around his smile didn't quite reach his eyes. 힘들어지만 또 힘내 두준아. I can't do anything much for you but I wish and hope you will gain more strength. Oh and I'm not too sure what the fans in section A were doing but they were definitely doing something interesting that Doojoon kept looking at them, pointing and laughing. Even though Doojoon looked tired, he still looked great. I could barely take my eyes off him except when Hyunseung would pass by.


OMG HYUNSEUNG! The guy is so flawless from head to toe. His hair was amazing and he was actually in a good mood. He took a lot of time to look at each fan in the crowd and I mean like stare into your heart and soul kind of look. People who don't know Hyunseung would think he's a cold guy but in fact, he's a really sweet person who just doesn't know how to express his feelings properly. Oh and his love for those Kakao friends characters is beyond adorable too!


I'm sorry to the other three though, I had no time to pay my attentions on you but I do remember seeing Gikwang being a happy little bunny most of the time. He was also the one who was most touched by the fan banner event. I don't know if he really cried but he was definitely teary eyed when they focused on him. Dongwoon on the other hand did NOT cry okay. He just had something in his eye lol. He was so cute when he kept shaking his hands saying he wasn't crying. It was during this time when Gikwang suddenly put both his hands/arms? in front of his eyes like he was trying to hold it in.


One thing for sure. The boys never take their fans' love for granted. They appreciate it so so much. But I have a feeling that they think foreign fans have stopped loving them because they've been away for so long and so they come with lesser expectations. That's why I love it when fan projects take them by surprise because that's when you see a glimpse of their real emotions. The banner project was successful because it made them smile.


The group photo session followed shortly after the show ended. Confused and blur, we just followed fans with the same blue bracelet. They took out 6 chairs and even then we were screaming lol. When Beast came out, it felt so surreal. Like how am I seeing them so upclose? Amongst the fans I could see everyone touching up their make up and spritzing themselves with perfume. I am also guilty of that haha XD the boys didn't really know what to do with themselves so they just posed with their hands together. Cute~ We were about halfway through so as fans started making their way up the stage, the ones still waiting started calling out members. My friend shouted "Yanggaeng abonim!!!" just when the whole hall went silent. So obviously he heard. I saw Yoseob close his eyes and smirk. Like "yeah I know~" the rest of the fans just burst out laughing haha.


I remember Hyunseung looking at fans. Like all the time. He just stares and smiles and doesn't say anything. I also remember when it was time for us to go up, Doojoon was staring at us. He looked at my friend while she was walking then he looked up to me and smiled. So I waved and HE WAVED BACK! Huaaaa I died at that moment. A smile and a wave....


We were the first to go on stage in our group which meant we had to move to the end. My friend wanted to stand behind Seobie but the guards wouldn't let her huhu. I didn't even think to look at anyone. I just made a beeline towards Dongwoon. Honestly he was all I saw hahaha XD Gikwang and Dongwoon greeted us in Thai and we were like "But we're Malaysian..." The boy looked so confused so he just smiled and nodded to us. I was at a loss for words. I just kept looking at him. My friend who was sliiiiightly less starstruck than me called out "Dongwoon..sshi.." and held out her placard for him to hold. He looked at it for like 5 seconds before he realized she wanted him to hold it lol. So we took our pictures and then it was over. He turned to us and said thank you in Thai. And that was it. My brief but totally amazing encounter with my favourite person. As we left the stage, my mind was blank. My hands were shaking. And I felt like jumping for joy. I had just taken a picture next to Son freaking Dongwoon!!


And the first thing that I said when I was coherent was "I hope I don't look like a squid next to him..."
 
 
Feeling: gratefulgrateful
Enjoying the musical stylings of: Lightless (Unplugged) by Beast
 
 
Paroxetin Princes are my only medication
05 March 2015 @ 09:17 pm
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Paroxetin Princes are my only medication
05 March 2015 @ 08:08 pm
DVD set: 4DVD, Only PC for playing HD, Digipak case
▷ From 2010 ~ Now (Recent videos) + Unreleased videos

▶ Special Gifts for All Buyers:
▷ Photobook (A5, 48P)
Electromagnetic Wave Shield Sticker
Sticker (illustration by @FANTA_sy_)
Photocards (10pcs)

▶ Special Gifts for Overseas Buyers:
DVD - Stage collections of Junhyung featured

▶ Price (Original price USD$32 / set):
RM117
Price is excluding EMS/Paypal/postal fees
EMS payment will be done after the order deadline ends.

▶ Account Number:
Account Name: Farah Yasmin Mohd Fairuz
Account Number: Maybank 162366948603

▶ Notes:
After deposit, submit an order form here
All payments will be non-refundable once transferred.
Please decide carefully~
For any questions, please mention me @farayas on Twitter.

▶ Deadline: until 18 April 2015

▶ Estimated Delivery Date: Early May